Shuffled Meme - stolen from Bloomie =)

1. My makeout song -
Desperately Wanting - Better Than Ezra
(eeeps!!!)

2. What I did last night -
Clumsy - Our Lady Peace
(Whatever it was, I was clumsy doing it. hmm...)

3. My deepest secret is -
I Started a Joke - Bee Gees
(wehehe...)

4. At my funeral they'll play -
Jesus or a Gun - Fuel
(toink!)

5. My last words will be -
Hit That - The Offspring
(bada$$ even in death)

6. My life is -
I Want to Tell You - The Beatles
(I want to tell you my head is filled with things to say...when you're near all those words they seem to slip away..hmm...)

7. If I reached the top of Mt. Everest what would I scream -
Goodnight, Good Guy - Collective Soul
(yeah. of all things, i'd say that i bet)

8. The story of my life is -
Fall Down - Toad the Wet Sprocket
(correct..)

9. If I got lost on a deserted island I would yell -
Shimmer - Fuel
(when i'm hallucinating)

10. When I'm drunk I say -
Flood - Jars of Clay
(Lift me up.. hahaha..)

11. When I'm high I say -
I'm so Tired - The Beatles
(hala..)

12. My message to the world has always been -
The Meaning of Life - The Offspring
(I wanna go find my own way, I'm gonna go make my own mistakes...)

13. My love life was inspired by -
God with Us - MercyMe
(I'm being blasphemous..)

14. This song takes me back into the days -
Close to Me - The Cure
(ah yeah..)

15. The song that my lover sings to me -
X Amount of Words - Blue October
(safe..)

16. Somewhere in my wedding vows I will include -
Galapogos - The Smashing Pumpkins
(And rescue me from me, all that I believe... I won't deny the pain, i won't deny the change)

17. My family is described by the song -
Cigarette - Splender
(mwehe..)

18. This is the song that will be playing when I meet the love of my life -
Collide - Jars of Clay
(NAKSS!!!)

19. After sex I say -
Fathoms Below - The Little Mermaid OST
(WUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!)

20. Happiness is -
Come with Me - Puff Daddy feat Jimmy Page
(confident lang ako..)

21. My inner most desire is -
Good Riddance - Green Day
(so make the best of this test and don't ask why...)

22. Tomorrow my day will be like -
Molten - Kidney Thieves
(hala, wag naman...)

23. My friends are like?
Dead Man (Carry Me) - Jars of Clay
(hahahahahah!!!)

24. When I'm in the shower I sing -
She Talks to Angels - The Black Crowes
(possible but not quite :D)

25. My friends see me as -
Dear Prudence - The Beatles
(sinungaling!!!)

26. My parents like the song -
Mata ng Diyos - Wolfgang
(hahaha... my Nanay does, but my dad - nah. don't think so.)

27. What makes me happy?
While my Guitar Gently Weeps - George Harrison
(anlabo!)

28. My ultimate song to dance to is -
Chemical Addiction - Alice in Chains
(ayos!)

29. I shake my booty to -
Johnny B. Goode - Jerry Lee Lewis (?)
(Pwede!!)

30. How will you die?
Take Me Down - The Smashing Pumpkins
(melancholy song... and it does fall under my funeral songs, along with Landslide, Name, yadda..)

31. High school was like -
Resolve - Foo Fighters
(ano daw?)

32. The song that describes my grandparents is -
Something - The Beatles
(hehe.. hello Lola! now she's something!)

33. The song that makes me melt is -
Walking After You - Foo Fighters
(awwww...)

34. The song that I sing that makes me feel like the hottest -
All these Things that I've Done - The Killers

35. Lastnight I dreamed about -
Another One Bites the Dust - Queen
(haha, talking about competitive!)

36. My wedding song is -
Space Dementia - Muse
(HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA!!!)

37. This is how I feel about my lover -
Say it ain't so - Weezer

38. The meaning of love?
Holiday - Green Day
(well come to think of it...)

39. How do you get someone into bed?
Blackhole Sun - Soundgarden
(i bet that's effective)

40. Right now I am -
Universally Speaking - RHCP
(Ngeet ngeet, ngaat!)

41. I wish I wrote this song -
Too Bad - Nickelback
(I wish I could've written No Rain)

42. When I was little my parents would sing me to sleep with this song -
What's this? - Jack Skellington/D. Elfman
(Tao po ba ako, Inay?)

43. I wish I could -
Hands Open - Snow Patrol
(hmm.. why not?)

Well I guess because it's in my blood

I guess it's the SaGuijo gig that made me reach into my not-so-distant past. Well actually I've always been the type who finds her self in other people's eyes. What I'm actually talking about here is being in a (rock) band, you know - performing in front of people, making noises and just losing all sensibility. You see, I had my taste of the rock and roll lifestyle. Though not for a long period of time, I've also experienced being up there, hoping that the crowd would not throw tomatoes on us. Unfortunately, or not, I had to give up living in limelight (as some would call it). My fantasy of becoming a "rockstar" graduated with me in college.

My dad was once a band member. His brotheres were once band members. Now they have their own families, making ends meet, choosing to live the less glamorous, but fairly predictable life. I guess I'm walking the very same path.

Am I having regrets? Maybe. But I believe that there's a reason why I'm here and not up there. Maybe from where I'm standing I can enjoy the best of both worlds, get a better view on things. Maybe I am really to enjoy other people's music.

I mean, I could've been the greatest, but then again I could've sucked big time. For now I'll be content here, humming with the music the world has offered me, whistling my way accross the universe.