do you know the feeling when you wanted so bad to get out of a sitch, yet you can't because somehow you believe there's good in your sacrifices? and that maybe you'll be committing a bigger mistake if you do?
hmmm, kinda. i cant seem leave this town no matter what i do. this place is a black hole. its like my soul is dieing here. anything like that? i wish u well.
knowing the trap is there is the first step in getting past it.
making bigger mistakes tends to be more perception driven in terms of what "bigger" is - i am being assumptive here, but you're not really thinking for your own well-being but more for those you are "sacrificing" for. it helps to remember to think about yourself and evaluate if your needs are being addressed in this situation.
you're right. thing is, i got my self into this. it's a year in the making. i didn't know i was digging my own grave. it didn't feel like it then.
bigger mistakes. i'm such a poor poor judge of that. my instincts abandoned me centuries ago. i always seem to be making all the wrong decisions. and i blame it on my lack of ability to decipher signs. haay.. =(
hopefully you get/got out of that situation. we're too young to have midlife crisis. hehe... i miss my geeks. it's also one of the reasons i'm so sad these days. i miss my own little world.
pm mo ako... ano to?!
ReplyDeletehmmm, kinda. i cant seem leave this town no matter what i do. this place is a black hole. its like my soul is dieing here. anything like that? i wish u well.
ReplyDeleteknowing the trap is there is the first step in getting past it.
ReplyDeletemaking bigger mistakes tends to be more perception driven in terms of what "bigger" is - i am being assumptive here, but you're not really thinking for your own well-being but more for those you are "sacrificing" for. it helps to remember to think about yourself and evaluate if your needs are being addressed in this situation.
yeah, i will. i'm just too depressed these days. nothing seems to go right. or is this hormonal? hehe..
ReplyDeletethanks... yeah, something like that. something about getting old and not really getting there. =(
ReplyDeleteyou're right. thing is, i got my self into this. it's a year in the making. i didn't know i was digging my own grave. it didn't feel like it then.
ReplyDeletebigger mistakes. i'm such a poor poor judge of that. my instincts abandoned me centuries ago. i always seem to be making all the wrong decisions. and i blame it on my lack of ability to decipher signs. haay.. =(
yes, i know that feeling. unfortunately.
ReplyDeletehopefully you get/got out of that situation. we're too young to have midlife crisis. hehe... i miss my geeks. it's also one of the reasons i'm so sad these days. i miss my own little world.
ReplyDeleteno, it's not midlife crisis, it's just a crisis, hehe. :P
ReplyDeletehope you can go to the next yale party! so you can have some break/release. :)
there's no stopping me. =)
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